a letter for someone

hey, you right there, who has been tear my heart off, this word is specially for you
you know, we've been know each other quiet a long time isn't it? yeah at least its been a year, maybe more i think. Did you still remember the first drawing ive been made for you? An ice cream isnt it? maybe you forget about it, cause it was quite a long time from now on. An, i still owe you a cup of ice cream till now on, can you bring back your memories? How happy we have now on, cant be as much happy as before, maybe this all cause we have ground up, and make love not a game anymore. I feel blown far away, from your life exactly. I feel my heart keep shouting 'you miss your chance, man!' and its all make every breath that i take, feel like the more it will hurt me. cause im always wrong, wrong to choose the path next to me. And its the start of my lonely life start. Try to forget you, still i cant. Try to leave you, my feet wont move, try not to see you,still my eyes cant closed when its you in front, what should i do now? i need your help, cause you are the one that make my heart feel like prisoner on your love, cant get out from it, unless i dont mind to feel all the emptiness and the pain. Just this blog the thing that i can share my stories to, the stories that ive feel when we used to be together, and this blog was made with my hope that you'll see it sometimes. But when i try to beg you, you say you wont, and finally i realize now, im just nothing special in front of you. So why i still right here writing on this silly blog's entry? Cause i believe, you'll visit it someday, maybe when we cant see each other anymore, maybe when i leave this world someday, or maybe when you've been forgetting about me later on...